Tumblr, I’m sad.
I was up all night working on this cover letter so I could send off my resume to a company I really think I like and I hope they like me but I don’t know yet.
Because of that I got up really late and didn’t get a chance to take a shower like I wanted to.
And then I didn’t realize that the bus schedule had changed so I ended up late for class (though I guess fortunately my teacher is gone today so I can’t get in trouble).
Then I found that somehow in the short walks to and from the bus that (perhaps aggravated from portfolio night) my cute shoe had like, scraped a layer of skin off my ankle and it hurts. But there’s no place open on the campus at this time of night where I can buy bandaids. So I stuffed some toilet paper in my shoe and have been shuffling around zombie-like.
Then I took a final exam and didn’t feel confident about it.
Then I only had a $10 bill in my purse so I counted out $2 worth of dimes and nickles just so I could buy this thing from the vending machine, but idk if I’m stupid and didn’t understand how to use the machine correctly (it was one of those crazy ones with the spinning and the doors you open) or the machine screwed me over but I didn’t end up getting my thing. And there was no one around to complain to. So now I’m still hungry and lost $2.
Monday into Tuesday I slept from about 10pm to about 8:30am. Then Tuesday evening I fell asleep for a couple hours on the couch, and then proceeded to be up until around 8:30am, at which time I finally actually went to bed and woke up at 6pm today. Seriously, the time I woke up one day was the time I went to bed the next day. This is so ridiculous.
This happens to me sometimes and when it does I feel anxious when I’m awake and it’s hard for me to get things done, but I can’t figure out if the weird sleeping is from the anxiety or the anxiety is from the weird sleeping.
I don’t know. Does anyone else go through this? I’m in the middle of important school stuff and I really can’t afford to be feeling this way or sleeping this way :/
I have so much stuff to do for school I don’t even know where to start. I have to put together my portfolio, and fix up stuff to go into my portfolio, plus three other classes that have final projects that I’m supposed to be submitting plans for at this point.
Can’t it be spring break now? It’s a good time for spring break. It seems like everyone else is getting spring break around this time. My spring break isn’t until stupid April.
Sorry if I become increasingly useless as this semester goes on.
So the power adapter deal for my laptop is dead all of a sudden. Again. And since my laptop battery is near death itself, the laptop is basically dead until I get a new adapter thinger.
I found a very promising looking one on Amazon for like $20. I could add something else do the free super saver shipping but I’ll have to wait until however many business days it takes for the thing to get here. If I do next day shipping it’s like $25, which is obviously more than the thing itself even costs.
If I go to Best Buy or somewhere like that instead it appears I’m probably looking to pay $50-$80ish for it as far as I can tell.
My mom says she’s willing to pay the next day shipping but I’m not sure if I want to do it. To me it seems ridiculous to pay more than the item itself costs in shipping and it’s not as though I’ll be 100% without the internet, between being in class, borrowing my sister’s desktop (AS IF THAT’S GOING TO HAPPEN), and the Kindle I (naively traded a tablet for on Monday) am borrowing from school. I should be able to survive for a bit without my laptop. Right?
I don’t know, Tumblr. Do you think I should suffer through the weekend at the least without my laptop, or should I let my mom pay $25 in shipping to get a new power adapter thing tomorrow?
Edit: We’re going to do the next day shipping.
you know what i’m not even pretending to do work in this class anymore and i have an hour until my bus comes. so i might as well go sit in the eerily empty cafeteria with this tablet i borrowed from my earlier class and play the airport game. and eat crackers.
stupid evening classes no one wants to be in class at 8 at night. but this is the only time this class is offered and i need it to graduate.
whine whine whine
guys i slept a total of zero hours last night
this is already not fun
i was trying to work on an assignment just now but instead i think i’ll just go find a chair to sleep on for the next hour or so until the sections of the cafeteria i care about open and then eat something and then sleep some more.
i was debating whether i should come to this first class and it wasn’t worth coming :/
I should probably like, update SpringBlog this weekend.
I was trying to update it on at least a weekly basis but that’s not really happening anymore. Also I wanted to add some sort of original content, such as interviews, instead of just being a not-so-automated aggregator and I never did that either.
WHY AM I SUCH A PROCRASTINATOR.
So last night my computer started making weird clicking and beeping noises, and I panicked and I turned it off, and then I was napping on the couch waiting for my sister to stop raiding on WoW so I could Google it on her computer, and then Google said that my hard drive might be dying and so I should back up my stuff, and I was like boo, I’m sleepy and my period just started and I don’t feel like it, so I just went to bed.
And now I’m awake at normal people hours (and working on backing up my files though the noise is gone) but none of my friends are so there’s no one to talk to and my mom went to bed (because she works third shift) and my sister went to bed too (because she was up all night) :(
At least I have hermit crabs.
I don’t know what the length of warranty was on this laptop so idk how much of a pickle I’m in if I do need to replace the hard drive or something else.
